I dont get it what my heart tried to tell me .

Dear my heart, I still don't get it what exactly you want to tell me, why I feel this way ? Haaaaa I wish I know what is going on with my heart right now. Truthfully, I don't know why but lately I feel sad , angry and yeah a little bit jealous maybe?. I get sad when I found out that you had someone else you text with, and you guys seems like so close and so sweet. Maybe I just thought that you like only me but you a human too right ? Especially when you single right now, well it's normal right? Even people that in a relationship also can fall in love twice then why not you right? Maybe I just expect too much from you.

And I feel sad too when I saw you still keep picture of your ex-girlfriend. haha. So funny when you lend me your pen drive that had a lot of picture you and your ex. haha. . Arghhh I don't know why and it's really hurt ! Please let me out from this mess. I can't hold it anymore, I'm afraid if I suddenly slip out what I feel towards you and when that thing happens I know things will get worse and much worse than now. If only I can tell you my real feeling, maybe right now I will feel so happy but 'if" only right ?



Dear LOVE, would you please remove me with this love ? It's really hurt you know.
I'm would rather been suffered because a broken heart than having to withhold my love for you. Because withhold my love for you is really painful.

Aku sayang padamuuuu

Tajuk lari simpang. hew hew !
Mood dah ade balik yeayyyy tapi tadi tensionn gak, then tension-tension ni kacau si pacik ni pon okayy gak. And as expected, he surely can make my day delight ! Thanks a lot pacik! oh hello hello you'll . harini saya pergi ke office for the third time lepas habis praktikal! seriously, bapak muka ta maluu aku ni! haha. tapi nak buat macamne since my aunt work there so i had no choice to go there if i want to see her. Even terpaksa buat muka tembok.

Upsss! tadi pergi office sebab nak settlekan report yang _______________ . okay malas nak bukak topic yang tension ni, so jom tengok gambar yea.

*Gambar-gambar ini ditangkap selepas lima kali saya menjerit kat dorang depan office. Gila pekak dorang ni! naseb tada orang. pakguard jelaa ade nseb ta handsome! haha

saya sayang awakkk semua. ingat ta tadi dalam kete, dalam kete je kot tp kita bercakap sambil menjerit macam sorang kat dalam kete sorg kat luar kete. haha. Jumpa si alya ni terus lupa belah mana kanan, belah mana kiri! haha

Hewhew. That all for today

P/s : to xyz yang salu chat kat xbox tu thanks a lot okayy sebab salu jengah blog mira . rasa mcm kenal je you ni tapi ta berapa nak sure. haha ! Peace

Semakin pening, pening dan pening!

Assalamualaikum semua . Sorry dah jarang update post.
Right now I really really really busy . Sangat stress dengan report ! sumpah stress! Dengan my sweetheart poli ni yang last minute baru nak bagi format baru la apa laa buat aku rasa sayang gila dekad poli ni ! Sincerely, kami memang robot. Sekian.

Right now sangat tertekan buat report, bukan sebab ta siap tp sebab dah siaplaa saya bertambah pening. Ade orang kata kne tambah itu, kejap tak kne tambah, kejap tambah ini , seriously WHATTT THE HELL ?! okay sory saya terlepas geram. maaf. Fullstop bye.
Have a great day korang. me not . bye

I've been proposed !

Okayy muka korang terkejut gila ! haha. mesti korang trus masuk blog aku kan ? hewhew

saja jew aku nak buad statement hot. buekkk !
Okay fine, the truth is Im not the one who been proposed okay. Atc lately, aku teringat satu video ni tau which is a 19 years old girl have been proposed by a man yang romantikk gilaa . And guess what? proposal ni ala-ala islamiah sedikit so video ni buat aku rasa lagi tambah-tambah sweet !

Truthfully, I envy with that girl because she dare to accept the proposal tht made by her family . Well you know, it's about marriage okay! It's about who you will spent for whole ur life. Wow! That girl, she really amazing! If I in her shoes I will never accept it you know. Ermmm I dont know . Maybe . But the possibilities of accepting that guy is SMALL!

But I kind of jealous with her cause she already know siapa jodoh dia. And ! She get a romantic and an extraordinary proposal ! Arggg ! I wish my future husband will proposed me in a romantic way. Buttttt I dunnowwww. Who knows right ?


*So peeps, take ur time to appriciate the feeling of this sweet little girls okay, What do you feel ? Touched? Me too ! So that's all for today . Thanks for read .

Quotes cinta saya dan awak

'Saya tidak ingin menjadi bulan kerana bulan tidak akan ada cahaya di siang hari.'

'Saya tidak ingin menjadi matahari kerana panasnya matahari boleh menhancurkan semua orang disekelilingnya.'

'Saya tidak ingin menjadi bintang kerana bintang akan berkecai jua apabila ia dah matang.'

'Saya tidak ingin menjadi bumi kerana bumi akan musnah jua di masa hadapan.'

'Saya tidak ingin menjadi pencuri hati awak kerana awak pasti akan mengambilnya dari saya'

'Saya hanya ingin menjadi saya kerana diri sayalah yang telah diciptakan oleh Allah untuk awak.'

Awakla 'adam' yang telah memberikan tulang rusuk awak kepada hawa iaitu saya.

we in future ♥

Hello there,
Dah lama rasanya ta upadate blog kan. Tetibe terasa rhenduu pulak with my blog.
Oh hey hey, pernah tak korang terfikir macam mana yea kita di masa hadapan ? I mean when we bumped into him ? Terfikir tak ? Still dont get it ? Okay,

Contohlaa macam dalam 5 or 6 years later, korang terjumpa balik dengan someone yang korang sayang, hampir nak couple tapi ta jadi. lebih kurang macam teman tapi mesra. both have feeling for each other tapi ta dapat bersama sebab-sebab tertentu. Then korang decide nak jadi kawan jea. and then korang dah jarang contact and lastly _________________. And one day after 5 or 6 years later korang ternampak dia balek . I'm wondering what we will feel at tht time? Macam mana agaknya respon / reaksi muka masing-masing ek ? Pernah tak korang terfikir ?

Imagine it dear, if you in that situation what will you think ? What will you feel ? What I talking rite now bukan pasal korang terjumpa balek ur crush time sekolah dlu , what I mean is when we in the future. Bila kita semua dah berkerjaya nanti . Apa yea kita akan fikir bila kita terjumpa si dia ? Someone yang kita betul-betul nak tapi ta boleh bersama. Hmmm . Terfikir kan ?

Even I can't have you, my feeling for you always be in my hearts