It's just to painful

My heart !
It's just too hurt ! too pain and too sore !Kenapa keadaan bertambah teruk ? Why ?!
I can't stand anymore ;( . there so much tears already flowed . 
Why everyone being to 'over' protective ? 
Apa salah aku , even orang yang aku paling sayang kat dunia ni pon buad aku . 
How many tears that i should flow ? 
Please stop it . I'm really can't stand it anymore. 
And i really hope this thing will be finish !
coz i donnow if I can hold it any longer. And I'm afraid if I enter the wrong path if this thing keep continues .