Look at me for who I am please!

Im really tired, frustrated , sad , mad and so much feeling tht i can't even bear on it. Is it my fault ?

why people so easy to judge someone by his/her appearance ? Why people so easy to set on his mind tht i'm lucky coz the relationship tht i have ? Surely they will said "mentang-mentang lah.... bla3 " . Even dorang ta pernah cakap but i can feel it .  I never feel vanity . never a bit! Is it my fault ? I know tht I'm slow and i need a little time to understand it . And i dunnow how to talk formally atc. tht why im always keep asking wht kind of words tht should i say to my friends. Tapi senangnya orang salah fahamm kan . 

#The nightmare tht I most fear has become reality .

Ya Allah, kaw tabahkanlah hati hambamu ini. 

SAHABAT yang baik, apabila dipandang wajahnya, membawa mengingati Allah, mendengarkan kata-katanya, menambahkan ilmu, terlihat gerak gerinya, meninggikan takut kepada Allah, berkawan dengannya, berjuang ke jalan Allah.

 You always reminds me to Doa's  every time we eat, always reminds me to pray , And always reminds me a lot without you notice it . You are my Sahabat ♥

Nisa♥Nad♥Dekna♥Lala♥Zana♥

I miss her :'(

Ya Allah apa kena aku malam ni ?

i really miss her! I miss my maklang so much ! Can't stop crying right now :'(

I really miss her smile,miss her laugh, miss the way she look at me , miss the way she play with me, miss the way she sleep, miss to hug her, miss to see the way she sew, the way she talk to me and the most important is i miss her porridge! Even my mom can't beat her porrigde ! Sangat sedapp!

I do really miss her. So much ! And i do cried a lot after my mom called me for the bad news.

My roomate also know bout tht.

Wondering why i love her so much? coz maklang larh yang jaga aku waktu aku kecik. Even time tu die tengah sarat pregnant tapi dia sanggup jaga aku yang waktu kecik dan sangat suka menangis.

Maklang sangat baik dengan aku . And yang paling aku terharu sekali setiap kali aku nak dtg die mesti masakkan macam2 kami even die ta larat.

So tell me, how can i love her with all my heart?

maklang ibarat mak kedua aku . Never thought tht she will go this early :'(

Tapi serindu aku niyh ta boleh lawan rindu anak-anak die pada maklang.

Everytime i solat i always Doa to Allah semoga panjangkan umur ayah,abang,mama,maklang,maksu and nenek2 ku , but yet, still i'm always said the same thing everytime i pray . nama maklang memang ta boleh hilang dari mulut aku.hmmm.

Kenangan yang tak akan aku lupakan sampai bilaa-bilaa . 

My Maklang yang dah pergi kembali ke Rahmatullah meninggalkan kami dan kembali kepada Pencipta.

Raya terakhir yang tak pernah terlintas ianya akan jadi yang terakhir.

 ( Dalam bulatan )

Looks! Myra Berry waktu kecik ! Pertandingan bayi comel. My maklang yang masukkan . And guess wht? I win it ! semuanya kerana maklang .

#Ya Allah, aku pinta kepadaMu kaw tempatkanlah Maklangku Norhayati Ibrahim di tempat orang-orang yang soleh dan solehah. Aminnn . Al-Fatihah~

Lunacy? That our work! ♥

 

      Today i would like to post about : Yeayyy! Finally i'm able to  hang out with my bff! Well, like we used to do, first we go to Jusco Cheras Selatan untuk berjumpaa . Around 11 0'clock kitorang berjumpa and then pergi makan dekat Kenny Roger's .#Okayy this is the best part!  

Me and Nana eating there for 2 hours! sembang punyaa pasal ambik kaw dari kul 12 sampai kul 2 baru habis makan. Sampai dapat MemberCard percumaa larh.Terbaek punya perli! haha. Hope itu bukan perlian maybe dorang tengok kitorang sangat setia tht why dorang kasi jadi member percuma kot. haha . Then time nak kuar tuu all waiter's and waitress smiled at us.Haha . Sumpahh malu   ^(>_<)^  Then, nana teman aku beli buku guna baucer yang Gov. bagi and i used RM100 for today for purchase of books, comics and novel! Okayy myra sem 5 nanti FINAL keluar novel and comics okay :P

After tht we went to Jalan TAR for window shopping in there and exactly expectation frm me, me and nana buy a same dress . Polka Dot dress. Vintage Style! Tht time hujann lebat gilaa and guess wht today kitorang mandi hujan! #Woot woot! Lecunn seyh ! Kami hanya mampu tersenyum bilaa semua pandang kami yang basah lecun tu . Famous sekejap ^_^ (actually we r the only one tht willing to walk out into the heavy rain. haha ) 

Then after we bought the dress we go to LRT to go to Low Yat coz nana want to buy External Hardisk. Sampai sanaa kitorang pun survey laa external yang paling murah untuk dibelii and donnow why but ramai gilaa orang tengok kami. serious pelik. ada pape ke kat muka kitorang ? ke sebab kitorang muka sama ? or sebab kitorang cute ? haha #perasann!

And waktu otw balek tuu, masa kat LRT, punyalahh tanak balek awal, aku dan nana turun dari train lepak kt station CSL tu sampai laa next train smpai, then take another train  sampai station Cherass kami turun balek naik train and tunggu train lagi satu . Motif utama tanak balek awal coz our mom dah tunggu!haha . Seriously kerjaa gilaa kan trun setiap station hanya untuk bersembang dengan lebih lama. haha. Lunacy? yeah we are! and that our job! haha

#Dalam train pulakk me and nana boleh pulakk maen gelak-gelakk pluss gaduh-gaduh dalam tu. sorang duk hujung kanan sorang lagi duduk hujung kiri . Rasa macam kat sekolah dulu . We always do tht time kat sekolah situ. Gaduh-gaduh manja then lepas gaduh dua2 gelak. haha . Sumpahhh rhenduunyaa .

I still hope and still wish tht someday we still can study together again ♥

Thanks for willing to hang out with me Nana ! 

And also thanks to readers fr willing to read my blog. :)

Really miss you and hope we will always like this♥

You are my Friends ♥

Heyy there , today i don't want to talk a lot but i will post you a lot of picture . Dan bermulalah our journey from KL to my poli PD to get a voucher yang gov. bagii tu. Yeah! novel time ♥.!

On 10 O'clock I  pick up my friends(dekna n nisa) frm Utusan,Bangi then pergi KTM utk ke seremban .Then sampai seremban barula jumpa Zana. And Oh my jimmy choo! Zana dah kurus .Sumpahh ta cam sangat awak sayang dan sumpahh nisa jeles gilaa! haha. Okayy here she come! our friends, our driver opps!:)  Lala nope♥. 


Lala jemput kitorg tepi KTM Seremban and kitorg pon masuklahh kereta lala and OMG! sejak bilaa kereta lala become so noisy! #Well,lepass geram sebab dekat ofis taleh bising,Ambikk kaw#

Chat#chat#chat# in the car oh yeah!

Then sampai je PD kami ta straight to poli tapi kami ke Pekan PD coz Lala nak sent present for her friends kt Sarawak n then kami trus lunch kat KFC. At first nak makan McD baruu kat PD but bapakkk gilaaa ramai orang . Asal sume jakon sangat niyh?Adeii. haha

Then barulaa ambik voucher kat poli . Wooo ramainya budak2 prktikal yang ta pernah nampak! Sumpahhh dorang Hot-hot! Okayy gediks pulak saja lalu koop tgk student dlm tuu .Fine! abg senior situ hot! gilaa ! before ni ta pernah nmpk pon.Bak kata nisa :P . i want one hot guys please ! >_<

Dah settle semua tujuan utama dan plan bagai2 barulahh kitorg pergi melepas rhendu ke pantai kami . Yeah pantai Poli and Teluk Kemang plus Polimall karoeke ! Even banyak gilaa tmpt karoeke kt KL ni polimall still tmpt plg selesa for us to sing♥






 

And then on 6.30pm kitorang on the way  balek ke Seremban . Dari kul 12 tghari sampai 6.30 betull2 lepas rhenduu ni >_<
Btw, Thanks to all my "Huru-Hara Group Girl's for make me happy tht day. I'm really grateful even kita pergi ta cukup sorang :( . Someday we will okayy!

clean the mess, recyled it♥

Hello there♥ Wahh today i clean my room and i mean my another room . The room i used right now is atc my bro's room but i makeover it to make it look like a girl room but now my bro's want his room back so i need to clean my 'real' room and makeover it again . But still not use it coz i waiting my new furniture for my room since all the furniture in my room already damaged.haha




So this is part of my things tht need to throw maybe . Or put it in another room♥

Wow! Can you see it ? The mess! Atc there more thing behind me and this is just tiga suku from donnow wht thing atc:)

When i on clean my stuff or things in my real room i found lot of my dress and clothes tht i can't fit anymore and mymom suggest to give it to my neighbor's child than throw it away at least i get Pahala:) And it's time for recyle!

Oppss ! This is just a garnish only okayy not for recyled :)

Maybe you should try it too .recyle♥

terasa rhenduu pulak .

Alamakk ! tertiba je rhenduu time zaman aku kecik-kecik dulu:) lots of fun tht tyme♥

I still remember I'm used to played outside frm morning until 1 a.m . haha suprisingly huh? but yupp it's a reality:) Well maklumlah dulu kes jenayah ni ta teruk mcm skunk. Pluss parents i both kerja so faham-faham jelah tapi keluar malam tu larh part paling best.

Do you know wht i most remember about ?Still segar lagii dalam minda aku, how we used to play together with all kids in Jalan Resak .Together♥. Banyak sangat kitorang maen ta terkira. Maybe if u see me rite now mesti ta sangka if i said long time ago i'm used to play everything such as besbol, kurik-kundi?(taigtsudahnamadia.haha) , baleng selipar,bola beracun,galah panjang,ting-ting and banyak lagi . Tapi yang aku teringat sampai skunk is dulu aku suka sangat panjat pokok . Pernah satu hari tu me and my friends climb a tree yang tingginya 2 tingkat. And pokok tu still ade sampai skunk. haha. Okayy , a city girl tht not used to live in village climb a tree ? haha.

oh yeah sume permainan tu kitorang maen dekat my house okay dekat kuala lumpur:) And wht i just told you before itu semua utk permainan waktu petang and for malam pulak kitorang salu maen badminton and police entry. boys and girls:) Yang main police entry tu lagi parah . tayah cakap laa kan atas pokok bawah longkang atas bumbung sume aku dah try nyorok tapi still kena tangkap jugak. haha.

If ta silapp aku this picture was taken when i 6 years old . maybe laa tapi rasanya ya:)
cuba teka which one is me *(^_^)* . dah tau yang mana? okayy pandaii! yupp i'm the middle one yang rambut pendek macam laki tuu. haha dan yang kanan tu act she my first BFF!
Farah Ilya Rafee currently stay at Gombak. dia dah pindah so jarang jumpaa. but with them larh i used to play dan ramai lagiii .

Yang ni pulak time aku darjah 2. yeah surely darjah 2 coz i still remember my teacher. Pn.Zalina sumpahhh garang giler! Mostly dalam picture tuu ramai yang aku ingat sampai skunk cuma ta kawan jea. haha . haaa? nak taw yg mane 1?? ta dapat tgkp ke? okay okayy . empat dari kiri yang duduk . alaaa yang paling kecik tuu . *baruu perasan yang aku kecik:) . dapat? ta dapat lantak hang ler! haha

Time ni pulak time aku form 1 . suka sangat gaduh dengan sorang mamat ni . kelakar gilaa time tuu and time ni jgaklaa aku hampir2 nak jadi budak yang teruk . Thankgod my mom quit her job to take care of me if not maybe rite now aku tergolong dalam budak-2 nakal kot >_<

(duduk paling kiri)

Form 4! time ni best! kitorang semua ni ditugaskan untuk mengagih-agihkan buku for 20 buah sekolah smthng. Syokk gila dapat tgk bdk sekolah laen especially sek. teknik kajang! haha
*Okayy gediks gila!

And lastly, form 5! pengakhiran zaman sekolah! tyme ni ta banyak nak diceritakn. Atc banyak tapi kalau aku cerita mau smpi pagi esokk korang baca so let's just skip :)

Okayy that all about mylife. atc banyak lagi pengalaman2 manis sewaktu aku kecik dulu tapi ta larat la i nak citer U ! kremmm tangan i nanti#gediks. Tapi dulu aku ade 4 orang hero yang salu tolong aku . My brothers amir and zamir of coz and another 2 person heroes tht always helped me. Thanks guys! :)

#mood tetiba jea rhenduu zaman muda-mudi dulu . kena gosip sana sini adeii. sampai skunk! Myra myra dari dulu sampai skunk asik kena gosips jea. I wish i have a lof of fun friends like before. miss tht tyme so much.

Chats , Gossips, Asking . now you can :)

Now we all can share everything .

Do comment, ask or chat with me okay :)

Insyaallah I will reply so tht we can chat often since my FB just for my friend :)

New friends, new life practical ♥

Assalamualaikum everyone's !

lamaa rasanya ta meng'update blog rite. yeah i'm been busy fr this weeks . Really busy even i can't bare with it but i had too coz it's my responbility to me as a student to complete my diploma in Politeknik Port Dickson.Yeah! but sincerely , practical kat situ really exciting even banyak kerja *ini bukan merungut oke. but at least i get an experience. I'm rather doing so much work than doing nothing . Praktikal yg ta byk kerja tapi ta dapt pengalaman Vs. lot of job but full of experince . So which one you choose ;). okayy Fullstop bout this prctical . haha

Maaf muka saya macam gitu sebab kelewatan bangun tido. haha

Heyy heyy looks tht our pass . each student get one. pass ni untuk keluar masuk and it's really important . kalau hilang aduii la jawabnye . Heee.


now i'm going to introduce to all my lovely readers a few people tht i'm just friends with okayy .
let's start with my boss first okay . En Idris . i'm forget apa jawatan die atc. sorry!

the right one is my boss , En Idris, kak miza , and kak wani yang comell and sweet . Awww!

This is umiza frm Poli Kulim Kedah and Dayang frm Poli Sabak Bernam.
my boss always mistake my name with umiza but die ta pggl aku umiza but he call me Umira . gabungan dua nama . Always like tht! kebanyakkan staff kt situ. HAHA
It's look like i have a new name! yeayy =.='

And this 2 person : Of coz my friend merangkap myclassmate :)
dorang prktikal sama tempt dgn aku and it's veryy exciting !
And kami bertiga sangat bising! kena biasakan diri dgn tmpt senyap. ! sangat susah for us but sometimes kitorg buadd jugak . staff kat situ pon dah tau dahh . haha

Okayy that all fr today . agak lewat sedikit nak cerita sbb pic ade problem now baru dapt upload. that' all thank for the read and Happy Holiday and

GONG XI FA CAI
to all my chinese friend .

mera dosti pagal haiiii !!!!

malam-malam macamni buadd otakkk jadi ta betulll. contoh terdekat kawan aku dua orang ni .
dah gilaa nampaknyaa. gilaa hindustan larh dorang ni. haha
klo ta caya cube scrooll atas tgk ayat dorang ni. ishk3 . korang , kita dah gilaaa ekh ? hahaha
upppss!korang jea aku takk ! haha

EXCLUSIVE TO :
Faey Kaizer and Khairunnisa Sarif .
=P

Eye's Experiment

Smokey Eye Blue's

Jodohku ditetapkan oleh mu Ya Allah ♥

Ya Allah,
Andai masanya belum tiba,
Jangan izinkan aku untuk jatuh cinta,
Aku memohon agar Kau tunjukkan jalan,
Agar Kau tunjukkan aku tuntutun yang perlu aku lakukan,
Jauhkan lah aku daripada kemaksiatan,
Jauhkanlah aku daripada perkara yang tidak dapat memberi manfaat,
Dan jauhkan aku daripada perkara yang Engkau murkai,
Agar aku dapat menjaga diri.

Ya Allah ,
Andai masanya sudah tiba,
izinkan aku untuk jatuh cinta,
Aku memohon agar Kau tunjukkan aku tanda bahawa dialah orangnya,
Agar aku tahu dan menjaga segala kelakuanku,
Andai dia orangnya , Jauhkan la kami dari selalu berjumpa,
supaya kami dapat bercinta mengikut cara Islam,
Agar aku terhindar dari segala maksiat.

Aku harap biarlah cintaku seperti sajak ini agar hatiku mencintai seseorang tanpa sia-sia.
Cintaku hanyalah untuk orang yang betul2 ikhlas mencintai diriku seadanya.

#sajak yang pertama copy and paste. indahkan ♥ ;)
*sajak kedua rekaan sendiri. tambahan ayat =D

Lunch with Arabian Rice.♥ haha . failed arab !

Today I've lunch with my boss and also my practical friends dayang , umi , dekna and nisa.
boss aku belanja makan nasi arab . Okayy niyh first time aku makan nasi Arab #kembung perut O_O

Roasted Chicken and Ice Lemon Tea ;)

Erkkkkkk ! opss sori i kenyang sangat ! HAHA
so how it taste ? ermmmm tak sedap ? Sedapplah ! But if you guys want to eat this makesure korang betul2 lapar oke if not alamak! sayangnya nati membazir pulak ;(
heee